smile.thats all u need to start ur day =)

2010-01-31T01:28:00.005+08:00

hello ok ignore the post below LOLOL (for now )
so yea haha i wanna buy IPHONE!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG HAHA
i srsly wan to buy and despo for money so if u ever wanna donate some $$$ to me do contact me yea? :)
i found one iphone shop uber cheap!! haha (im not gonna tell u )
and i'll be performing for SCB during CNY dammit.
got trick by pan sia!!!! haha
the drums very fun to play :x
so how is everyone's 'hols'?
miss school like big time sia cant believe i said that lol

2010-01-31T00:41:00.001+08:00

hello! haha i'll be moving to tumblr soon i guess=x hahaa so yea!!
random posts=x

2010-01-25T18:57:00.003+08:00

RECRUITING ALUMNI BAND MEMBERS!!HAHA

MEMBERS SO FAR:

CHONGSOO (CLARINET)
JIANMING (SAX)
SEEYU (BASSOON)
FAUZI (FLUTE)
ADRIEL (HORN)
NISHA (TROMBONE)
ELEANOR (TROMBONE)
TIMOTHY (TUBA)
ENGTECK (EUPHO)

HAHAA really wanna have a alumni band! hehee right nw short of :
CORNET
PERCUSSION
OBOE

2010-01-20T23:13:00.001+08:00

2010-01-17T21:22:00.005+08:00

hahaaa ok so yea im back to posting today:)
fixed all the links i think so yea and
I WANNA GO SCHOOL! hais i wanna go sch and play sia i wanna do homework i wanna run around in sch~~~ i wanna go band~~~ :(
haha the picture below is pretty g@y =x hahaa

2010-01-16T00:40:00.005+08:00

random photo LOL sexy sia =x hahaa

anyway yea now is 1.o2am and im sitting in the living room =]

haha my tenants are horny

i mean really.

(something like the mario pics)

LOL

overheard them saying making love WTH ZOMG!

haha!

anw

im getting fat as in gain weight?

the more i go gym i get fatter sia wth -.-

srsly sucks!!! haha

ok random post=]

til here =]

p.s (click the pics to enlarge so can see clearer =x)

haah!

2010-01-15T23:55:00.007+08:00

I am soo soo sorry that i neglected mr.blog LOL!

Love the weather to day so nice and windy lo haha (i meant the afternoon)

You (every reader including me? ) are honoured to be readin my blog wakakaka!!

For today maybe i will write abit longer haha
Only today ah haha no la just kidding..im being lame omigosh -.-
Really really miss secondary school alot omg! SIGLAP SIA I MISS YOU -.-
Even i cant believe i said that LOL HAHA=x
Very de cant believe it lo hahaa
Enough abt me haha how was everyone's day?(i meant students)=x
Rolling flat on the floor cos of HOMEWORKS right haha i knew it!

I'M currently going to work on nxt monday or tues i think?( i know that its a little late to work but haha yea=x ) how about YOUR daily life grads? haha working hard to earn some ka-chings in ur pocket right! haha! BOY isit a pain that u will just wish that money will fall from the sky sia! lol! i ALWAYS tot of that sia haha! i cheapskate=x

haha AND i bet YOU'RE thinking why i today post out of all days right? becos today is 'post-your-dead-blog' day! attention! if u nvr blog ur dead bloggies by today, ur properties will be MINE FOREVER! <3 haha=x

(ok that was pretty random im high=x haha! )

2009-12-06T01:31:00.005+08:00

hahaa been so long since i've updated so just a breif one =]
hahahaa aft the olvl like so bored rotting at home and i finally got my com back! =D
so yea.currently sitting on sofa lols.
my butt has been glued on sofa for weeks liao
now looking forward to band camp (?)
heard it'll be fun so i guess i'll go see =]

Previously, i tot camp will be the same as other years.but i guess they have
Enough of it bah.
A new type of band training will
Be used this year i guess. should be a
Relaxed band camp
Afterall bah.
I hope that it'll be fun and
Nice?
Enough of band bahhhh.
Really look forward lols.

*will suffer erhem*

so yea. how's everyone? working hard? lols xmas is coming so CHRISTMAS PRESENTSSS=x
till here bah haha =]

2009-11-19T00:07:00.002+08:00

hello im chew, and helping him to update since long time no update liao..
et com spoil and it sucks i think hon shun agree totally..
hehehe...
sooo i think he have been to e cinema these few days..
2012 and paranormal activity ! with adriel noel razli fauzi me and et..
im soo odd one out !!
ok, i think paranormal activity is scary though its boring at first.
hahaaaa i said smth like what show is this so boring to et at first.
so ok, pretend i didnt say that haha cause it freak me out ~
but this guy like no effect wan... same as the other guys !
they just stare at e screen like nth while i cover my face with e jacket !!
lol psps, i blog till like my blog like that.. okok..
et wanna say, he love all of u ppl esp e graduates =D
and i think that he thinks that grad night was fun..
hahahaaaaa.. okok, i go liao bb.
et thank me pls :)

2009-11-10T20:02:00.002+08:00

SO YEA IM BACK TO BLOGGING I GUESS =D
ok i have no idea where to start so lets start from er....
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geee i dunno =[
hahaa

ok so aft fri i guess we're all officially free~~!!

THANK YOU TO EVERYONE FOR MAKING A HUGE IMPACT IN EACH OTHER'S LIFE! WITHOUT YOU,SERIOUSLY, EVERYONE WHO IS EVERYONE WOULD NOT HAVE MADE IT THIS FAR!! SO CHEERS TO EVERYONE! HAVE FUN AT GRAD NIGHT OK!
(idk whether to attend anot LOL =x)
sooooo
yeaps have to bid farewell to peeps soon hahaaa kinda sad actually.
you know like it seems all so ytd that you have met them and made frens (some even became BFFs)
but 4years have passed on just like that and look around you and this is it.
time passes fast. and i just cant believe 4years came whooshing by our faces hahaa
well. here is some dedications:

TO that guy who called me a 'pea-brainer':
so how's ur life? i suppose that you are still trying to improve the CCA like you've told me you will? weellll guess what. i'll be visiting soon with my batch of members so you better prove to me the things you've improved yea? im not angry anymore over that stupid thing. the insults u hurled at me yea i can take it so im ok =D study hardER so ur pea brain can get u thru the exams as well =)

TO that dude i've chatted over ebuddy two nights ago:
so have you reflected and change? i hope you have. and srsly i'll really be glad if you do and always stay positive yea. rmb the saying that i've told you. dun you forget it ok? all the best for your future!

TO those who have been by my side and my frens and peeps, etc.etc.:
hey yoyoooooo thank yaw for all these wonderful memories that have brought me so far. the list is far too many to name and so i'm just gonna say THANK YOU EVEYONE! peeps for life!

TO...
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OMG.if im gonna continue this i think it would've been a letter of confession!=x
hahaaa so yea.for those who are reading my blog,this particular post, (and i mean the 4Es)
rmb to thank those who have helped you in ur life and made a huge impact (as in a positive one,what else?) and maybe just text them a message or two to thank them =]

friends are what that make us the people of today and tomorrow. ~ by (i have no idea.i forget=x)

2009-11-04T00:46:00.002+08:00

hey yoooooooooooooooooo!
long time nvr blog le haha >.<
just now on TV is like OMG what the crap is this channel?
walao olvl make us deprive of games and tv educations siaaaaaaaaa
srsly MOE should give us subjects like diploma in gaming or tv shows lo haha
anw the papers were okok luh hahaaa today HISTORY!
OMG HAPPY SIAAAAA SO FREAKING EASY!
I THINK NEXT YEAR HISTORY WILL BE HARD=X
tmr is physics liao hahaa nxt week it'll be over!!!
den chiong games like mad liao and work and play and exercise and tan and sleep and eat and OMG SO MANY THINGS!
lalaaaa next year school reopen worrrrrrr
OHYA GRADUATE LIAO! =X
omg im such a bastard=x
the movie 2012 coming out liao cant wait and
i wan buy ps3!
omg getting it before xmas!
cant wait!!!!
i wan buy the following games:
-final fantasyXIII
-final fantasy versus XIII
-final fantasy agito XIII
-kingdom hearts 358/2
-kingdom hearts birth by sleep

for now is all these lo omg im tempted ohnooooooooooo
nvm i shall tahan!
LETS FINISH THIS EXAM ONCE AND FOR ALL ON 131109! =D

2009-10-22T19:08:00.001+08:00

hellooooooo hahaaa ya i know i've said im on hiatas but i dun care! haha
changed my blogskin =D
today olvl spa OMG siaaaaaaaaaaa
can die lo =[
but i can pass =D
anwwwwwwwwww im very very very happy =]
hahaaa all the best peeps!! =D

2009-10-12T21:09:00.003+08:00

LOLS hello!
long time never post liao.and this will be the final post til after 15NOVEMBER.
dun ask me why cos its darn obvious.
anyway,
i'll just type some random things in here bah lol cant guarantee the post will be long.

EGO. yup ego.
definition:
An alter ego (Latin, "the other I") is a second self, a second personality or persona within a person. It was coined in the early nineteenth century when schizophrenia was first described by early psychologists.[1] A person with an alter ego is said to lead a double life.

this word is rather impactful hahahaa why suddenly this word?
(i was listening to a song called 'ego you' den decided to find this meaning haha)
i dun really like this kind of ppl actually.
cos i dun like it when things were said out, yet they are all false to the ears.

its not comforting at all.
its not good to be too ego. sometimes ego may make u popular BUT, egoistic ppl tends to lose trust from their friends.
all the brags, the fags, the you-name-it-i-got-it kinda thing you know?

i mean whats so fun about saying things you've haven done before,its self denial.
so yea. thats my view on egoistic ppl.actually there's more but i got a terrible headache and dry cough so yea til here.

ALL THE BEST TO ALL WHO ARE TAKING 'O'LEVEL!

2009-09-29T17:39:00.002+08:00

scored pretty bad for three subjects...
so yea I HATE MY HOUSE(RANDOM BUT TRUE. F.Y.I, im not refering to my family)
why i hate my house?

i have no bedroom of my own = no study table of my room( except living room) = no personal space = easily distracted from studying at home = cannot concentrate = cannot study = 0% study gains.

so yea. im not blaming that for failing my subjects.
its just that lol
im a very easily distracted guy so whenever study my annoying bro will on the tv and laptop.
dam i wish i have my own room sad. lol so yea til here.

2009-09-26T23:14:00.000+08:00

ironic.

2009-09-24T20:54:00.002+08:00

lolololol long time no post le hahaaa so ya i removed my plurk le cos i also nvr post anything there lazy uh plus prelims? lol
and about prelims.
hahaa i think i can pass but not a good one haha=x
so ya god bless!
heheheee tmr last paper!!!! finallyyyyyy god damm sia.
so yea nth to post liao hahaa
bored of blogger seems like ppl are going to TUMBLR (its not THUMBALAR)
so thats all=]

2009-09-15T23:35:00.002+08:00

so yea long time nvr blog erm,
idk what to post due to exam stress?
hahaa maybe yea and now these few days i realised something.
maybe its my fault that THE CLUB is not functioning
but really if i really think back. i dun think that way anymore.
i just dun understand why ppl cant get well tgt as a whole.
one band one sound. simple theory.
but why this state now?
ppl are losing interests. conflicts between members. rebellion against leaders. ppl not coming to BAND. esp my section...very disappointed. not that i want to care. so what if i step down? i still care for the band. i bet you all dun realise that.
i really hope you all will gel up and be a very warm family. =D
maybe it really takes time. but i hope to see greater improvements thereafter.

p.s: band members who are reading this, i think you catch my drift. =D

2009-09-09T16:23:00.001+08:00

LOVELESS ( INTERPRETED )

Loveless - Prologue

When the war of the beasts brings about the world's end
The goddess descends from the sky

Wings of light and dark spread afar
She guides us to bliss, her gift everlasting

Loveless - Act I

The Infinite mystery
The gift of the goddess is what the three men seek
But their fates are scattered by war

One becomes a hero, one wanders the land
And the last is taken prisoner

But the three are still bound by a solemn oath
To seek the answer together, once again

Loveless - Act II

Though the prisoner escapes, he is gravely wounded
His life is saved, however
By a woman of the opposing nation

He begins a life of seclusion with her
Which seems to hold the promise of eternal bliss

But as happiness grows, so does guilt
Of not fulfilling the oath to his friends

Loveless - Act III

As the war sends the world hurling towards destruction
The prisoner departs with his newfound love
And embarks on a new journey

He is guided by hope that the gift will bring bliss
And the oath that he swore to his friends

Though no oath is shared between the lovers
In their hearts they know they will meet again

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LOVELESS ( POEM )

Loveless - Prologue

When the war of the beasts brings about the world's end
The goddess descends from the sky

Wings of light and dark spread afar
She guides us to bliss, her gift everlasting

Loveless - Act I

Infinite in mystery is the gift of the goddess
We seek it thus, and take it to the sky
Ripples form on the water's surface
The wandering soul knows no rest

Loveless - Act II

There is no hate, only joy
For you are beloved by the goddess
Hero of the dawn, Healer of worlds

Dreams of the morrow hath the shattered soul
Pride is lost
Wings stripped away, the end is nigh

Loveless - Act III

My friend, do you fly away now?
To a world that abhors you and I?
All that awaits you is a somber morrow
No matter where the winds may blow

My friend, your desire
Is the bringer of life, the gift of the goddess

Even if the morrow is barren of promises
Nothing shall forestall my return

Loveless - Act IV

My friend, the fates are cruel
There are no dreams, no honor remains
The arrow has left the bow of the goddess

My soul, corrupted by vengeance
Hath endured torment, to find the end of the journey
In my own salvation
And your eternal slumber

Legend shall speak
Of sacrifice at world's end
The wind sails over the water's surface
Quietly, but surely

Loveless - Act V -Made by Genesis-

Even if the morrow is barren of promises
Nothing shall forestall my return
To become the dew that quenches the land
To spare the sands, the seas, the skies
I offer thee this silent sacrifice

2009-08-26T19:39:00.000+08:00

hahaa dam two more days to deadline!
im like slugging for art dam.
so here's my progress.

DRAFT FOR FINAL WORK: 88.9%
FINAL WORK: 77.8%
BOARD: 0%
PICTURES: ???

very VERY slow.
dam im nervous.
hahaaa
if im lucky maybe can secure c6.
im so tired.

2009-08-18T18:57:00.001+08:00

LOL
today quite happy with the olvl lol
the examiners are freaking FRIENDLY!
hahaa talked alot i think more den 10min hahaa
the examiner called me an angel i was like LOL?? O.O
haha
they ask questions like

a)tell me about a time when u feel a little guilty.
b)who do you think is the most important ppl in life.
c)how do you feel about ppl who smoke.
d)what would you do with them [from part c]

so i answered and their only reply was either

1.well answered
2.correct
3.i agree
4.brilliant
5.brilliantly answered

lol everyone in my group all got same reply lols
hopefully can get an A in oral lol!
tmr mt olvl results finger crossed =x

and ohya!

THE IMPOSSIBLE HAS BEEN MADE POSSIBLE
-quoted from tanengteck

hahaa why do i say that?
cos today got quite a surprise lol
cant believe it but yea.
im so so so dead foe art coursework lol

2009-08-17T22:34:00.000+08:00

today aft sch very happy! =D
thank you very much =D
hahaa
ohya and english prelim oral LOL
i SO SO SO SO HAPPY LA CAN
36/40!!
90+% ok dun pray pray luh!
tmr is olvl oral le so wish me luck LOLS.

2009-08-03T22:53:00.000+08:00

ok so ytd went to church to celebrate CITYHARVEST'S 20th anniversary.
quite packed.woke up at 545 and sleep while standing til 615am=x
hahaaa yea so i was late to meet CHERYL.
den CLIFTON came 6minutes later so im not late i guess?
and went to queue lo and CLIFTON la!
hahaa he say what cos the ushers only let like a small batch of ppl enter one at a time mah den CLIFTON say
ltr cfm reach our turn den they stop us den really sia!
hahaa kena stop twice and finally went in!
fully packed and received a crystal block of the church's new building!
so cool sia haven open yet =x
den finish around 2-3pm and went to eat lunch.
after that went home put my stuff and meet ADRIEL and head back to
kallang indoor stadium for F.O.P
quite ok luh.
i like the sermon quite funny hahaa.
after that went home and sleep around 1am.
JAREL say his church got F.O.P on this friday?
lol dun believe =x
and suddenly today DONOVAN ELYNN ADRIEL SUFYAN SHAWN ALEK JINHO JIAYI and me=x all talking about church!!! LOL!!!
i believe there's a holy spirit beside me.

2009-07-31T22:21:00.000+08:00

WALAOOOO EHHHHH.
these few days dammmm stress..cant do things right lo...
hais. i feel like im so stupid.
not enough time.
deadline's coming and im going crazy.

2009-07-30T21:26:00.000+08:00

dam irritated today sia.
so mant test laa...
chem test emath test den tmr got amath test and have to chiong coursework?
saturday still got workshop fk sia....
im freaking stress!
today i did chem just pass very angry cos i study for three days le den still get 16/30!?!@?
emath...walao ehhhhh...........
i see the question den i feel so demoralised...
like i freaking stupid laaaaaaa.
maybe i am?
den tmr amath test....
FORGET IT LA I DUN CARE LIAO LA.
STRESS LIKE FK. DAM THE EDUCATION SYSTEM.

2009-07-29T17:44:00.000+08:00

crapp
im really STRESSED.

art course work progress:
final work- manga- 10/40pages completed.
prep board- 1/8completed.
research- overall- 75%completed?
target to finish in: 2weeks.

haha dammit art gonna CMI soon lol.
why did i take art in the first place?
ohya cos i THOUGHT it is the easiest subject cos only need to draw.
lol i regretted not taking F'NN when i got the chance.
anyway.
tmr got CHEMISTRY TEST! not prepared sia i like chionging organic chem! =[
i mean its a easy chapter but i too blur uh =[
and maths test tmr too.
im losing interest in emath.
i love amath thats for sure! =D
haah physics i cant make it i think...
english...
I FEEL SO DEPRESSED AND DEMORLISED.
im in the 'A'grade group but i dun see myself getting good results..
the lowest in my group sia.
hais.
now im doubting whether i can make it for olvl anot.

IM STRESSED!!!
I NEED SOMEONE'S PLACE TO LET ME GO DO MY ART COS MY HOUSE CANT DO ART.
IF UR HOUSE HAVE SPACE DO HELP ME! =X

2009-07-27T22:12:00.000+08:00

shit im growing fatter.
frens are shocked at my appetite -.-
maybe im stressed hahaa.
i can spend as much as $30 just on a meal and still feel hungry.
OMG!
my belly is bigger now damm after all the work to maintain it small =x
im feeling the pressure now. haha.
good or bad? idk.
but i know im a man that works under pressure.
ohya. screw it. my COURSEWORK WAS TORN BY SOMEONE. WTF?
lazy to redraw.
i freaking spend 3hours on that page. all down the drain.
ohya. i realise that im studying almost everyday til 1030pm.
hahaa.
DSA. by AUGUST 3rd. can i make it?

2009-07-26T20:39:00.000+08:00

smile on the outside sadness on the inside

2009-07-20T22:35:00.002+08:00

assumptions...hais...
im tired...i've lost all will to do things....
i cant enjoy....im stressed...about everything...it pains me...im slowly losing my sanity..maybe HE's right.
no one should care for me...im too weak and useless...but i just wish that...'.........' will care for me...even a tiny bit....its a nightmare that im in and i cant get out....i want to scream. scream til my last breath and perish. i strive for that.

2009-07-20T17:21:00.001+08:00

i feel so lonely and sad...
i feel so invisible...pls tell me its a nightmare...

2009-07-18T23:36:00.001+08:00

i wun give up...i'll wait no matter how long it is. its a promise.

2009-07-08T20:26:00.004+08:00

JESSE MCCARTNEY-JUST SO YOU KNOW

I shouldn't love you, but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you, but I can't move
I can't look away
And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make the feelings stop

Just so you know
This feeling's takin' control
Of me and I can't help it
I won't sit aroundI can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go
Of you but I don't want to
I just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know

It's gettin' hard to
Be around you
Theres so much I can't say
Do you want me to hide the feelings
And look the other way
And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make the feelings stop

Just so you know
This feeling's takin' control
Of me and I can't help it
I wont sit around
I can't let 'him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go
Of you but I don't want to
I just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know

This emptiness is killin' me
Im wondering why I've waited so long
Lookin' back I realize it was always there, just never spoken
I'm waitin' here
Been waitin' here

mmm oooh

Just so you know
This feeling's takin' control
Of me and I can't help it
I wont sit around
I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go
Of you but I don't want to
I just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know

Whoa

Just so you know

Whoa

Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go
Of you but I don't want to
I just gotta say it all before I go

Just so you know
Just so you know

2009-07-05T23:49:00.002+08:00

today went to church lol and den went to meet my dad to get allowance.
woke up with bad headache ==
yea so suppose to meet with ZR at 1050am but i was late cos forget iron clothes and ZR bath only when i reach his house which was like 1115am? LOL
took a cab and yea ZR u owe me $$ lol i saving money nowadays =]
hahaaa i must discipline myself!
yea now got severe headache and backache dunno why and my vision is getting blurry.
i dunno why but its been like this since ytd hahaa hopefully will go away =]
tmr no sch! YAY hahaa =]

2009-07-02T18:43:00.000+08:00

tears

2009-06-16T19:50:00.001+08:00

today went to book court with SEEYU =]
tmr going badminton =]
haha bought new rackets! =] yea tmr its gonna be fun lol.

2009-06-15T19:44:00.002+08:00

*clap clap clap*
define clap. what is the meaning of clap?
it can be defined in different ways.
can be used to praise someone, used to encourage people in times of need or simply,
to get out.
why do i say that? experiences hahaa. oh no dun think that im out here b***hing bullshit.
haha. im not angry, no not angry.do i look angry? of cos not haha im not. im not.
disappointed? hhahaa yea kinda. nah not disappointed. not at all. note my sarcasm. =:=
anw yea i didnt kinda expect that. i mean it could've been done more politely unless it is too much a pride to do it.
i mean i didnt even say those and did those during my time and to get it i mean im beyond words of desciption.
hahaa but hopefully will improve. i cross my fingers and pray to my god miracles will happen.

moral of my post?
think before acting, look around the situation before thinking of a solution, look at ur position before trying to help to look around.
words are powderful no doubt. one word without using carefully can *piu piu* hurt a friend or stranger. u may be oblivious about it but its a fact. the teckko has spoken. LOL

2009-06-01T22:42:00.002+08:00

I NEED SOMEONE TO TEACH ME VIOLIN BY END OF THIS YEAR! REPLY A.S.A.P
CALL ME AT : 96463758 (STATE YOUR NAME)
SMS ALSO CAN =)

2009-05-24T17:26:00.000+08:00

i feel terrible...
idk if i wan go sch tmr..

2009-05-23T19:43:00.003+08:00

hello hello =]
this post is a happy post =]
hahaaa anw yea

this time exams is rough! but i've set a timetable for myself =]

MONDAY WEDNESDAY FRIDAY-----COMB.SCIENCE.

TUESDAY THURSDAY SATURDAY----A/E MATHS.

SUNDAY----DUH! REST LA! IM NO STUDYHOLIC!

stupid sch sia. holiday like no holiday. =.=
ya laaaaa olvl this year mah..but so EXTREME LA THE TIMETABLE!!

FIRST THREE WEEKS OF HOLIDAY----INTENSIVE STUDY PROG.
LAST WEEK OF HOLIDAY----OLVL CHINESE PREP.

crapmeat!!! no restttttttttttttt only got 4SUNDAYS sia.
hahaha anw tmr going tampines1 with ZR for awhile aft church
(ZR u btr be thankful u're featured in my post=xx )

hahaaa yeaaa next week den start my full fledged study =D

2009-05-23T08:35:00.002+08:00

once it's gone, it's gone...

...but if u look hard enough for it..it can be found again...thats what i think..

2009-05-22T19:58:00.004+08:00

there was this boy...he fell in love with this girl in sec1...but the girl was soon attached with another boy and the poor little guy gave up his hope...
2years ltr...the girl broke up with her bf...she was heartbroken and didnt healed for awhile..
soon after the boy make friends with the girl and treated her very well that the girl was happy and cheerful again..

the boy was not good with words and actions...he take actions before thinking and time and time again hurt the girl...
the girl keep forgiving him and til one day...

the boy make a wrong action...he hurt the girl so badly that she hates her and will nvr forgive her...
it was terrible...the boy feel terrible for making the girl feel so bad that she broke down...
it was a misunderstanding....
it was a living nightmare...

sorry....really sorry...no one screwed the boy's life....he did it to himself...he lost a friend thru his foolish action...make a girl hurt...and lost the love of his life...

love's fragile...hold it too tight, it'll lose its shape.hold it too lose..it'll drop and break..
>5months to gain trust...<5seconds to lose everything..

i feel terrible. very....i dun believe 'once its gone...its gone...'

2009-05-14T18:57:00.002+08:00

olvl is two weeks more.
time flies fast when u least expects it to.
hahaaa have to work 200% harder le. its late but its nvr too late to do it =]
late is afterall btr den not being there at all =]
im aiming for a JC =] hahaa really really serious.no joke.
i've set my mind. see my targets >> i bet there're changed (if u ever notice that my target's there) hahaa so yea goodluck to me =x

2009-05-11T21:35:00.001+08:00

hey peeps how's ur day?
two more days to go =] 4 more papers =D
hahaa shit art =x 3hrs sia! hahaa im gonna rot i think as usual..or maybe i'll do my best? o.O

haa all the best ppl =]

2009-05-09T17:07:00.002+08:00

hahahaa erm ytd had chinese paper =] hahaaa
so hard to do sia the words so cheeeem =[

but overall i think can pass bah =D

hahaha den went home lo and used the computer =]
oh and SEEYU and HANCONG came and visit me =]
hahaa thanks alot for visiting =D

went to rent 4BIA and watched.quite scary uh hahaa very funny also =]
the movie is got 4part each got their own stories and so funny the 3rd movie! u all should watch!
hahaa =]

after that SEEYU and HANCONG went home and i walked around pasir ris with my guitar lol went to visit AQIL and ZR for a while and continue venturing around hahaaa

went home and realised CRAP! FORGET RETURN DISC! hahaa went all the way back to loyangpoint lo and return disc =]

today went to tuition with HENGQUAN. hahaa we did the amath tys and realiseed that the paper in the tys iss the same as the one we did in mid year lol!

wth siaaaaa! hahaa do finish the paper and went lunch with my dad.
ya looooo tmr go celebrate TIMOTHYYAPMAOLER birthday.hahaa!

thatssss alll =D

2009-05-08T23:50:00.001+08:00

HAHAAA...SMILE =]
and thats all everyone need to start their day =D

2009-05-08T21:56:00.003+08:00

.

booh.im lost.

2009-05-07T22:37:00.002+08:00

this blog will be dead for a while i guess.

blog's dead for a while.

2009-05-04T16:05:00.002+08:00

hello hhahaa long timeeee nvr post i think hahaa!
wher to start siaaa start with SWINE FLU.
stupid SWINE FLU spread spread from MEXICO to CHINA,HONGKONG,KOREA and MALAYSIA suspected =.= but lucky 1case onlyhahaa

I HATE MEXICO.MEXICO PIGS. =x hahaa!
if s'pore get uh ltr all sch close down sia hahaa but i dun wannnn cos olvl this yr sia!
if last yr i wann lo =x hahaa

this whole week EXAMS.EXAMS.EXAMS.EXAMS.EXAMS.
AAAAAAHHHH! cant sia i dam stress wor

hahaa i cant think properly lo ohya just now went down help my mum carry stuff den i didnt know traffic light green sia i go cross! den got one bus nearly bang me den i look up at the light and i was like WHAT THE CRAP! i run to the other side sia hahaa

omg engteck u're going mad!

ji stress yi xiaa! killer this week i scared i got feeling i fail lo ='[
nvm uh try try my luck =x hahaa after exams watch malay movie i think =x
hahaa haven watch 17agn siaaaa!
must must watch i dun care!

GOODLUCK TO ALL FOR THE EXAMSSS =D

2009-04-27T18:21:00.001+08:00

very terrible headache='[ not feeling well... ='[
pain uhh.....

2009-04-25T13:23:00.002+08:00

i think i failed my chinese oral siaaaaaa!!!!!! ='[
today dam sad sia ='[
my chinese oral die liao looo...
i sit in front of the examiner den read the passage. the passage ok uh but den when come to conversation i speechless sia. i suddenly blank out and i have to ask the examiner repeat the question alot of times...den i answer wrongly. the examiner pissed off den comment me alot..like scoldin sia...i dam dam sad uh...cry sia...no la..but nearly =x
i wonder if olvl is like this too...if like this i dun wan liaooo!!!
ppl go test 5-15min i go ther like 2-3min den go liao...

nvm uh...whats done is done ='[
ytd i got scolded for ENGLISH.

im very STM one...i dun like it sia... i did my english lo! i spend my time doing it and asking ppl for help sia...den i ytd forget bring..SMART ONE ENGTECK, SMART ONE.
so my teacher say go outside uh for those who nvr do. i nvr bring mah den i go out lo.
den my teacher keep shouting at us at the corridor (we are seated at the corridor, everyone come out can see us liao)
den teachers come out to see the commotion.
so i was like looking at one teacher and waved at her. ok.i was wrong to be doing something else when teacher is scolding. i admit. but dun need to shout out:

'ENGTECK!WHEN IM SCOLDING LOOK OVER HERE! YOU SEE.THIS IS THE PROBLEM.WHENEVER I SCOLD U FOR NOT DOING UR WORK WHICH IS THE TRUTH, U WILL SHOW ME ATTITUDE. FOR WHAT ENGTECK? FOR WHAT'

repeated my name sia..ppl can hear me get scolded loud and clear. im angry with myself too ok?
im angry that im so dam bloody stupid that i let things like this slip off my mind! eveytime during english.i DID ur work! but evertime u nvr see, nvr credit me. and scold me. shoot me. ya. im in the wrong? nvm la. i bring ur work everyday ok? make sure u no excuse to scold me sia.

ohya, my fren offered me a one day job.$85 sia! but i turned it down cos the exams =.=

hahaha im thinking positive and i love it =] thanks to CHEW hahaaa.

ATTENTION TO THE SPAMMER(S):
next time when u spam, pls spam with ur name uh. pattern so much. for what fk sake?
if i offend u u come settle with me luh. why say my frens? they wan help me and i really appreciate it. and dun anyhow put things into my mouth like macam u know me la hor.
come find me la! insult my sch for what? i hate my sch but i dun nee ppl like u to insult la dey! ur school that fucking good meh? ur parents nvr teach u uh?
walao eh. nxt time spam with thinking la. and thanks for visiting my blog =D

2009-04-21T20:29:00.006+08:00

thank you CHEWSEEYU =]
thank you for EVERYTHING!!!
cant thank u enough so thank u uber loads! =D

hahaaa ytd went to IRWAN house celebrate den chaotic sia!
hahaaaaa erm CLIFTON LEECHYE HENGQUAN ADRIEL MEIHUA ABHINAV WILLIAM FARHANMALEK CLARE over there =]

hahaa before we went ther suppose to meet and go tgt de den i call ask CLIFTON whre he den he say he ther le. this is what we said:

CLIFTON(C): comeover now
ME(ET): walao i go alone sia =[
c: sorry la come now quick
et:dun wan uh i very sad..very sad i go jump down dun call liao la!

*hang phone*
*clifton call again*

c: hello? et!
LEECHYE(LC): u see la! walao et really jumping sia! u all la! nvr ask him go tgt with u all he now dam sad wan jump liao he now not with us lei! he left his phone with us!
c: huh????? dun play la wher u all?
lc: serious! wlao i bluff u got money uh? he at CC top floor!

*clifton rushes to the scene*

c:wher et? omg very scary sia!!!
et: hello! actors of the year baby!

hahaaaa very funny lo the thing ya so went to IRWAN house celebrate and play balloons lol!
den me and HENGQUAN sleep IN THE MIDDLE OF THE ROAD!!! LOL.

very itchy hahaaa!
ya den went home lo thats ytd la hhaaa

today skipped ST =x
went to chinese remedial with SEEYU LISA JIANMING and MENGHWEE over ther

we did 'oral practice'
from 3 to 530pm! hahaaa really intentsive hahaa

my oral very lousy cos i keep forgetting what to say =x
hahaa! have to work harder!

went home and something happened but ya

THANK YOU CHEWSEEYU MEIMEI FOR BEING THER TO TEACH ME TO STAY POSITIVE!
THANK U VERY MUCH! =D HAHAAA=]
yup thank u very much =D

thats all for todayyy~~~~~ =D

2009-04-20T17:50:00.003+08:00

hello here to update this gonna-be-dead-but-reviving-it-today-blog.
hahahaa
HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY
TO IRWAN a.k.a the prince's dog =x

ya, u're 16 finally but u're still younger den me so too bad u btr listen to me.
ther is chance for u to repent for all those things u did uh..u know what i mean )=[
if u dun u can find me in school ask me, anw im also 3table behind u =.=

erm lemme see, 5days since we officially nvr go band?
kinda weird that nowadays us sec4 BANDits nvr talk bout band le hahaaa maybe OLVL stress coming up big time?

ppl are working hard and harder while i dun see myself getting smarter and smarter despite studying ='[
maybe im born stupid? but MR ANG today say that everyone are born smart in their own areas.
i believe i can draw well but after looking at ppl's art...im demoralized and maybe i should quit my dream of drawing comic...

i mean i got this dream of becoming a comic artist since PRI3! but yea..gues im not cut out for it =[ u should see the girl in 4e3 my school...VANESSA? ya she draw so nice! i admire her but admire also bring me no wher =[

hahaaa i think the olvl stress is coming to me =[ like deja vu when i primary6 for those who know hahaaa but i know i can make it this year! my future determines in this exam!
and after olvl i still wan to ask SOMEONE wor=x =D

im disappointed with my family for doing something i feel is wrong..
i mean my family situation is bad enuf but why do something likie this?
ltr get caught how? what if HE say is not him and walk away and left with us?
SHE also dunno that u two did this and if SHE finds out idk what to say.
im just saying im innocent ok. u two wan to ruin ur future go AHEAD.dun come crying to me say u regretted and repents.

stress! hahaa
i got the feeling of becoming a musician!!!! hahaaaa maybe thats my new goal?
hahaa go to LONDON with HER wor provided she going and i got the $$ka-ching$$ uh =]
hahaa who knows =]
and yea

i love her =]

2009-04-19T20:44:00.002+08:00

been almost a week since i updated?
hahahaaa! yup, busy with studies =[
anw, friday went to band hahaa
den it was very touching for the members to put up so much for us..hahaa
THANKS SCB!
had a meeting and ya..hahaaaa
nth much anw. studies studies studies =[

im thinking of becoming a musician =]

2009-04-11T21:51:00.002+08:00

hahaaa lets start from ytd =]
went to church with LC.
nice drama perfomance =]
hahaaa after that went to tampines and saw ELEANOR there den we talk talk talk and talk til 3plus in the morning.LOL!
den flagged a cab and reached home at 4am and i still got energy play psp hahaa!

today woke up with a verry very pain backache ='[
hahaa but used to it den go tidy my mount everest table hahaaa
so many files stacked on my table took one hour to tidy lo hahaa very tiring but now looks alot way better =]

after that SEEYU call me go mc study and met new fren COREY. hahaaaa
eat eat dinner and went home =]
thanks SEEYU for inviting =]
hahaaa =]

backache come back liaooooooooooooooooo ='[ ='[

2009-04-07T22:03:00.002+08:00

CONGRATZ TO SCB FOR GETTING
SILVER 55555 TIMES!!!!!!!!!!!

like MR GLOZS said.
getting silver is great enough and everything above that is like a bonus to us so im happy that the band got a silver and $100k grant? =D
hahaaa

today was the big day for all SCB ppl =]
our objective was to make MRPAN smile and of cos we made him smiled the whole performance =]
hahaaaa after the performance some are crying and ya...very sad cos its our final year.

we got silver and at first i was disappointed and broke down..
but after that..whats done is done.
we were not determined enough i guess.
hahaaaa thats one of our flaw.

4years fly so fast.
i still rmb we cant wait for band to stand down for us sec4s and now we are missing band like fck.
hahaaaa
the typical human nature.
we became family in the band..
and all so fast that we gotta go.
band's gonna be quieter haaaaa but ya..

to the BANDits =]
work hard and rmb to bring glory to band =]
u all can do so much more u know?
may band be greater den it was =D

2009-04-06T23:40:00.002+08:00

hahaaaa time fly really fast =[

had my last..no.OUR SEC4 last band camp on fri to sun.
very fun =]
enjoyed myself and i even get to have SUGAR RUSH! =x
i ate 8 TABLESPOONS of sugar! lol!
den i went high and my reactions like ninja!
hahaaaa =]

this year SYF camp is like the least intensive one i ever seen lol.
i still rmb when we were sec2, we go syf camp and during day one we ran 10rounds cos we cant play low chromatics properly lo.
even get scolded til we all cry lo.

the band really improved alot alot =]
MRPAN and GLOZS praised us alot! =D
hahaaa

this post goes out to all the SEC2~3 BATCH!!! =]

firstly, to the SEC3s =]
hahaaa i dunno what to say =x
for the past one and half year i think we without will have problems among ourselves but now different le =]
the band improved alot =]
ur batch got really fun ppl and hahaa cute ones too =D
but rmb to know when to be serious uh! =]
haaaaa still rmbered when u all first came lo..i was sec2!
hahaha lemme see first fren i made in ur batch was DESKER RYAN AQIL SEAN TRISHA MICHELLE hahaa!
very fun =]
frenships are really important so treasure them ok =]
sad to say im not a very good major to lead u all cos u all can do so much better without me!!!
really ok =]
i believe after we step down and u all take over, the band will improve alot alot!
*psst* lemme share with u something =x
hahaa last time i really thought u all cant make it after we step down but seeing the band as it is now, u all can do greater stuffs den us =]
maybe u all can get GWH wor!!! =]
kinda sad to leave this band so soon hahaaaa and im just starting to bond with most of u guys =]
hahaaa =] work hard alrites everyone =] u all are like my family really =] u should treat each other the same in band ok =]
STRIVE CON PASSION!!!!!! =]

to the SEC2 =]
hahaaaa sorry i dun have time to spend with u guys ='[
time's too short!!! hahaaa
but really u all are a very potential batch =]
u all can do many greater things but its just that u all dunno only =]
haha must listen to the sec3 ok!
respect them and ya u all very quiet uh except for the brasses ppl!!! woots!
SHAUN and BRANDON.
u better be reading this lol!
u two combined tgt is just like when im ur age now really =]
hahaaa
u all are on ur own le and even though i hardly attend to u guys but really dun slack uh!
u all have nice sounds and u are only sec2!
i think i sec2 also dun have the sound u all have lo =[
hahaa!
work hard ah dun play girls til u emo wor =x

OVERALL, really i would like to thank all of u for being patient with a STM major like me =]
really appreciate it =] hahaaaaa
work hard and u all can achieve greater things!
u all are loved alrites =]
once SCB always SCB =]

2009-04-05T13:45:00.000+08:00

just came back from camp =D
ltr den update =]

2009-04-02T21:04:00.003+08:00

CONGRATZ TO MY BRO FOR GETTING A STEAD =]
LOL.

GRATZ TO DOROTHY AND SOCKCHAIN FOR GETTING SILVER FOR THEIR SYF =]

tmr band camp siol.
LOL.final camp le...hopefully it's fun.
but the thought of SYF makes me nervous.
hais.
so stressed ='[
so many problems piled up tgt.
OLVL this somemore.
GO READ ANGWEIBIN.
his post meaningful.
lol k thats all

2009-03-31T18:52:00.002+08:00

go to

http://sgbandfusion.com/

to see the SYF 2009 RESULTS =D

2009-03-31T16:52:00.002+08:00

SORRY...SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY I WUN DO IT AGAIN...
WHY AM I SO STUPID?
OF ALL THINGS...
IM RETARDED..IM STUPID....I SUCK...
SORRY SORRY SORRY....
I HATE MYSELF...

2009-03-30T22:15:00.003+08:00

lets talk bout ytd =D
got a gift from TIM.dun wan say lol! hahahaaa =x
ytd went to church hahaaaa finally nvr oversleep =x
meet with ADRIEL SEAN SONG TAT and ZR.
took bus 12 and walked to hall8 =]

alot of ppl hahaaa PHIL PRINGLE was there.
he very funny thats all i can say hahaaaa den after that went to burger king.
i go foodcourt buy rice den saw DOROTHY from LYSS.my ex classmate hahaaa
GOOD LUCK FOR SFY =D

anw.I WAS SCAMMED!
i paid 7dollar for a small packet of rice lol!
ate it and den my cell group celebrated my bday =]
hahaaa i got hoodie! nice nice =]
will wear it =]

went to meet SEEYU KHALIUN TIM.
hahaaa got a bagpack from CHEWSEEYU =]
hahaaaaa very nice I LOVE IT =D

went to plaza sing and watched mall cop.
we went to yamaha first den see see and go watch movie
that movie freaking funny! hahaaa the guy humourous lol

after that send CHEWSEEYU home =]
hahaaa =]

went to meet ZR at nite.
he say he wanna pass me my presents.
i got the shock of my life.
hahaaa he passed me this guitar case and he say my present.
i thought he lying den i go knock on the case den he say inside got my new guitar.
hahaa i thought styrofoam lol!
den i took out and got this awesome guitar!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THANKS TO ZR SEAN KHAILUN SONGTAT ELEANOR AQIL KIAT KING TRISHA AND SEEYU =D im very touched!!!!!!!

learning PLAIN WHITE T'S 1,2,3,4 =]
hahaaa

today went to school with my new bag! =]
hahaaaa
got 2presents =]
hahaaa one from HOJIANMING and another one from CHERYL =D
i love the cross =]
very very nice =]

2009-03-30T22:14:00.001+08:00

THANK YOU LEEMEIHUA FOR ORGANISING PART OF THE EVENT =]
LOVE THE BOXERS AND YOU LA =D
CREDITS TO LEEMEIHUA =D

2009-03-29T01:52:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO
TANENGTECK AND LISACHEOKHUI =D
GO 16! HAHAAAA =]

today had alot of fun!!!!!!!!
thanks everyone! =D
credits to: LEECHYE THE ORGANISER =] , MEIHUA , HENGQUAN FOR THE BOXERS =X , YEELING , CLIFTON , ABHINAV , ADRIEL , CLARE , KING ,ALEK AND CHEWSEEYU =]

hahaaaa went to SEOUL GARDEN =]
never eat before hahaaa ok la very full =x
hahaaa
eat alot alot and we sat there for 2hours!
haahaa den cake!
awesome! thanks guys =]

sent my CHEWSEEYU home =]
after that went ehub play arcade til 12 =]

walked LISA home with LEECHYE and reached home at 130 =]

tmr another celebration =D

2009-03-27T22:06:00.004+08:00

i this year very stress =[
alot of things to juggle and i cant concentrate =[

but...

i would like to thank this special someone for caring for me =]
very very touched =']
thanks to
CHEWSEEYU =]
hahaa

really enjoyed my time with her =]
hahaaa she very very caring =]

and also thank you

HOJIANMING =]

thanks to all my friends too =]
thanks for everyone's support =]

going 16 i 2more days =]
haahahaaa =]

gotta focus le =]

10more days to syf =D

stirve con passion

2009-03-24T18:52:00.004+08:00

ATTENTION.
U HATE ME COME SAY LA
DUN NEED SPAM PPL RITE
SOMEMORE ALSO NOT PPL FAULT
U HATE ME HATE MY GUTS COME LAAA!
LAI LAI! WHO SCARED WHO?
INTERNET CYBER BULLY AH?
U L.O.L LA!
NTH BETTER TO DO ISIT?
LAST TIME COME TAG ME ALSO

DEY! U WAN SETTLE COME SETTLE WITH ME HOR.
DUN INVOLVE MY FRENS LA.
COME LA.
SAY LIAO.
U WAN COME SIGLAP SEC 4E2 LA.
I SCARED YOU?

OOO~~~
WAAA I VERY SCARED WORRRRRR

DUN STEP MACAM GANGSTER LA PUSSY.
I WARN U AGAIN.
I.P ADDRESS IS FOR FUCK?
U THINK I CANT TRACK?
LOL.
LAI LAI SETTLE!
I WAITING FOR U LA

AND HAVE A NICE FUCKING DAY IF FUCKFACE IS READING THIS =D

2009-03-23T20:41:00.000+08:00

CHEWSEEYU! DUN SAD LE =[
I CANT BEAR TO SEE U LIKE THIS =[
CHEER UP ALRITES =]
THERE'S ALWAYS ME BY UR SIDE =D

2009-03-20T20:31:00.002+08:00

HAHAHAAA~~~~~~~~~
THIS POST DEDICATED TO CHEWSEEYU =] =] =] =]
hahaaa she going to be my piano tcher soon =x
hahaahaaa i suddenly wan learn piano lo! hahaa keep bugging her to look for theory book but she dun have cos her grade one was bought like 10years ago so maybe the book go bye-bye le hahaha!!
maybe after the olvl i go buy theory book den ask PIGLET CHEW teach me =]
hahaa =]
dunno why hands itchy wan learn piano =]

tmr have to go haircut! hahaaa going with SEAN to loyang point first =]
what should i cut?
definitely not bangs =x
hahaaa!
so bored at home~~~~~~~~~ =[
wish can go play piano at ur house hor? =]
den go ur guestroom watch movie den hang out in ur bedroom =]
hahaaaa ohya speaking of bedroom i got the biggest bedroom of all lo =]
hahaaa
my bedroom stretches from the entance to the kitchen lol!
my bedroom is my LIVING ROOM! hahaaa
funny hor but nvm i got over it =]

i must really treasure the whole of this year =]
hahaaaa cant waste any seconds =]

17more days to SYF wor! 18more days to CHEONG study wor =x
9more days to ER-HMMM =x
hahaaa! i dun keychains this year!!!!! last year i got like one whole bundle of keychains lo hahaaa!

my house dam boring lo i think if anyone come they cant survive for like 10mins?
i cant believe i actually survive in there for 16freaking years lol!
hahaaa i wan be in BEGGAR'S WEEKLY! hahaa! i want be pilot so i can fly my famous pianist around the world and do performances =D

2009-03-20T20:07:00.002+08:00

ytd went to watch movie with SEEYU KHALIUN SONGTAT LISA ADRIEL KING =]
watched HOTEL FOR DOGS haahhaa quite funny show =]
den went to see red house lo cos very bored =[

after that went to park hahahaaa =D
me and SEEYU went tribal! lol keep playing the drums in the park non-stop lol =]
den went ZR house watched TROPIC THUNDER =]

today was BAND EXCHANGE..AGAIN! =D
hahahaaa really very fun =]
met many bands and enjoyed =]

tmr going watch mr ang concert hahaaa =]
heheheeee =]

i'll wait but either way wun ruin our r/s =]

2009-03-18T22:49:00.003+08:00

lalaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
CLASS CAMP WAS FUN! HAHAAAA ENJOYED SINGING =X HAHAA!
monday finished camp and got lesson sia!
dam tired den emath lesson mr ves also tired bah i guess hahaa
cos he hardly begin lesson den we sleep he also dun care! lol

ytd lesson again =[
i failed two freaking chem test sia! am i stupid or am i stupid?
hahaaa sad la ='[
den after that is english den the *** keep shooting me sia.
she hates me i guess lol
sad sad sad la ='[

hahaaa went basketball with leechye and hengquan and peishi and meihua =]
hahaaaaaaaa play and went home at 11pm
lol

today got lesson AGAIN!!!! i wan complain to school sia.
1week holiday like no holiday lo
everyday go school sia.

emath lesson me and adriel CHEONG our paper sia! hahaaaaa ohya ms yong likes to bully CHEONG lo! hahaaaa den our class calls him LUP CHEONG (sausage in dialect =x)
hahaa anw emath was ok =]

english...shoot again lo.
hahaaa
dun care her la. i do my work can le =]

went for band later and go exchange =]
saw my cousin hahaa!
her band all so funny lo. when i pass them they all over there keep shouting
ENGTECK!ENGTECK I LOVE U!
lol!
macham i superstar hahaa! =x chey no la =]

den yup =]

i love piglet =]

2009-03-13T16:46:00.002+08:00

hahahaa long time no blog le =]
ytd reached home at 11pm lol!
where i went?
hahaaa went SEEYU house =] den SOMEONE say want to fetch ppl home den go school hahaa! =x
played water game!!! so fun sia!!
hahaaa!
watched MONSTER INC. at SEEYU's house den walked home =]
hahaaa so i walked til the interchange den LEECHYE called me ask me go sch take class tee and meet him so i go lo hahaaaa
went there and saw LEECHYE IRWAN LISA.
OMG! LEECHYE CUT BANGS! DAMM CUTE SIA HAHAA!
talked to teachers and waited for MRVES to finish his parents meeting stuff.
actually wanted to ask him go eat dinner with us but he busy hahaaa so nvm lo.
he bring us home on his car siol!!!!
thanks MRVES! =]

today went CROSS COUNTRY hahaaa
met with SEEYU and DEWEY and go whitesand =]
went cross country!!!! it was freaking tiring sia!
4.05km? hahahaaa
i got 136position hahaaaa
den SEEYU and DEWEY come my house rest.
hahahaaa
sorry my house bored ah ='[
den DEWEY went first so me and SEEYU watched 'I DO I DO' hahaaa
ltr going to send LEE DA KYEOM back =[
she nvr coming back to study sia...although i hardly talk to her but she very cute ah =[
she going back korea le ='[

TMR GOING 4E2CAMP!!!!!!
REPORT 9AM! 3D2N CAMP!
HAHAHAAAAAAA! GO 4E2!!!!!! =D

2009-03-06T17:52:00.002+08:00

lol.got annoying ppl tag nonsense on my board =]
but delete liao =D
hahahaaa

to the two ppl who tag my board (one using my name and another by JI ) :
wher got chim? u dun understand den say la lol.hahaa u so free go ppl blog tag lan meh? go study more english la.not happy come find me la. i stay in singapore u think i scared of u all? i study in siglap sec class 4e2 lai lai settle with me if u not happy la =] u got gang i not scared la come la =]
i happy happy will entertain u all =]

2009-03-05T16:25:00.002+08:00

it was a misunderstanding...
im sorry...im regretful and remorseful..
im sorry...wil u forgive me?
i treasure this friendship alot alot..
i hate to lose frens..u know that..
losing u will really cause a hugre impact and a hole in my heart..
it'll be like im losing something very precious to me..
sorry.

2009-03-05T15:39:00.001+08:00

im not feeling well today...
hais.i dunno.

2009-03-03T20:44:00.002+08:00

SYF for SIGLAP CONCERT BAND =]
MEMBERS PLS NOTE =]

SIGLAP SYF's DATE : 7APRIL, 2.45PM =]
35more DAYS to SYF!!

band members work hard!!!

PLS NOTE!
16th MARCH- MR GLOZ's VISIT.
18th MARCH-BOWEN SEC EXCHANGE
20th MARCH-CHUA CHU KANG SEC EXCHANGE

*STRIVE CON PASSION*

2009-02-22T12:57:00.002+08:00

the greatest disappointment from a kid to their parents is that
they never perform to their parents expectations.

the greatest disappointment from the parents to their kid is that
they are being doubt and always accused; unaware of facts but only believe what they see with their eyes on their child.

such is the cruel cruel reality that we are facing. yet no one tries to stop it.

2009-02-20T21:20:00.003+08:00

IM the WHITEranger yo~
ZR's the PINK ranger~
KHALIUN's the BLACK ranger~
GAYBOY SEAN's the RED ranger*coming soon*

we are currently recruiting power rangers to save the world from pure gayness and show the world our pure AWESOMENESS! *PA-KOWWWW~*

if u ever wanna join our ranger force in saving the world, pls contact us at:

neopets land (ZR's house)
neopets ave, #lala-land-123
tel: 6500-awesomeness-pa-kowww-ranger

or u can visit our franchise shops:

GAYBOY SEAN &CO. PTE LTD.
*offers high-quality gayness to all who's gay and gay-er*

AQIL black-tan shop service =D
opens only when the day turns black =x
time : 8pm-5am

or also our headquarters:

the whitesand interchange rubbles and rocks =x
password: *hoot hoot hoot*

we pledge to destroy all gayness (except sean) and show everyone our awesome-ness =]
*gayness back garanttee =]

random post~~~~~~~~~~hahaaaaa

2009-02-18T22:02:00.001+08:00

this post is dedicated to:
pigletCHEWSEEYUsister =]
dun stress too much anymore alrites?
there will always be frens around you de =]
hahaaaaa!
frens and sibling forever =]

2009-02-18T22:01:00.001+08:00

i've made the right choice.
yup. its difficult but everyone go thru this..so im gonna keep this etched deep in my heart..
in my chain of memories =]

2009-02-16T22:29:00.001+08:00

im...doing the right thing am i....idk..im confused and sad..

2009-02-16T20:34:00.004+08:00

hais...what did we do wrong?
we never offend u guys...we are like transparent to you ppl..
we talked to u guys and you all ignore us like we are retards talking to ourselves..
what did we do wrong?
its really saddening and its not funny..
idk what to do...isit my fault that i caused these?
im sorry...

2009-02-14T21:25:00.003+08:00

THANK YOU PIGLET CHEWSEEYU FOR UR WONDERFUL VALENTINE GIFT =D YOU'RE LOVED =]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CLIFTON LEE JI ZHENG!!!!! HAHAHAAAAAAAAAAA! GO 16 YO!
HOPE UR WISH COME TRUE =]

HAPPYYYYYYYY VALENTINE'S DAYYY TO ALLL!!!! =D
EVERLASTING LOVE FOR COUPLES AND EVERLASTING FRENSHIP WITH FRENS!!! =D

today very very very very de happy =]
U!! =D i so happy =]
happy happy happy happy!!! =] =]= ] =] =] =]
lalalaaaaaaaaaaaa~~~~~~~happy til speechless liao =x

2009-02-12T21:32:00.004+08:00

THANKS A BUNCH TO
TIMOTHY YAP MAO LER
&
TRISHA YAP LIANG MEI!!!! =] =] =] =]
thanks a bunch for letting me use ur house to bake!!! =D
hahaaaa! u heard me! BAKE!!! CREDITS TO TRISHA =D
MAKING CHOCOLATES!!! CREDITS TO TIMOTHY!!!
hahaha =]
today lesson ok laaaaaa...
I FAILED PHYSICS... ='[
i this two years nvr pass before physics lo...only once =[
dunno why everyone say physics easy but i dun understand concept..haiyo..stupid mah me =[
anw, went to TIM's house to bake!!
hahaaa =]
so fun!!
really thanks a lot TIM! hahaa =]
i got stomach upset =[
i ate 10 spoilt muffins lo =x hahaaa!
cfm tmr go toilet like siao =xx
tmr VALENTINE EVE WOR =x

2009-02-11T19:29:00.002+08:00

I LOVE AND MISS
CHEWSEEYU LOADS LOADS LOADS ALRITES!!
hahaaa!
u're loved loads!!
im still trying to prove!! just u wait!!! =D

2009-02-10T20:50:00.002+08:00

regrets? plenty.
i seem to disappoint u more den anything.
idk..confused now..

having heavy headaches..getting worser by the days..
whats happening to me..

2009-02-08T18:57:00.002+08:00

today still got flu ='[
but today is worser cos got occasional headaches ='[
anw, today went study!! fun FUN funFUN fun FUN fun FUN fun FUN!!!!!
study with CHEWSEEYU =D and FAUZI!!
hahaa!
did maths =] so fun can pei someone wor =]
heheeee =D

2009-02-07T23:50:00.002+08:00

today really fun day at CHEWSEEYU house! =]
PIGLETCHEW! must really take care of urself ok? dun fall sick! =D
today woke up sick lo =[
went to tuition and realise that tuition cancelled.
haiyo..haha!
den band den after that go to CHEWSEEYU house!
so fun wor! hehee =] very happy =]

watch movie in her guestroom, the haunting of molly hartly or something like that =x
so boring lo..but at least i get to pei CHEWSEEYU wor =]
heheee! haapppy haappy =]

CHEWSEEYU! drinks lots of water and rest ok? =] you're loved =]

2009-02-06T19:03:00.003+08:00

thank you CHEWSEEYU for being so caring =]
dun worry too much alrites?
YOU'RE LOVED PRINCESS PIGLET =]

2009-02-04T20:01:00.001+08:00

THIS POST IS DEDICATED TO MY UBER SWEET, CUTE ADORABLE PRINCESS/PIGLET CHEWSEEYU!
YOU'RE LOVED!
HEHEEE!
today sch as per normal...
i in school feel so bad lo..sleep in class nvr pei SEEYU =[
somemore after school ps her..
hais.. SORRY!
feel dam bad sia..
anw today we LAO YU SHENG!!
hahaa!
had fun!
went to TIM house at 4pm
tried making chocolate..
i go eat alot..the chocolate dam thick..
my stomach not feeling well now =/
hahaaaaa! i guess thats all bah =]

2009-02-03T21:46:00.002+08:00

TODAY POST IS DIFFERENT! THIS POST IS DEDICATED TO ALL MY CARING FRENS!
I WILL NOT PUT THEIR NAMES COS TOO MANY LIAO!
I SCARED LTR SHORT OF ONE AND I LOSE ONE FREN =X
HAHAAAA!

today was BORRRING in class..hahaa! maths test! crap sia! i do the test half-awake lo..i like scribble scribble den go sleep! hahaa!
i hate english sia..
our class finally for once so united to prepare everything and stand up to wait for our el teacher [she-who-should-not-be named] only to get scolded by her =[
hais. too bad la. whatever we do also wrong. reminds me of my parents? =x
hahaaa! anw, did the band SYF recording. ok la! damm funny sia! hahaaaa! see the video can laugh one!

P.S.: I LOVE TO ESCORT THE PRINCESS WOR =]

2009-02-02T19:59:00.002+08:00

today must make happy post wor!
hahahaaa...
LONG TIME NO DEDICATE LIAO.. =X
DEDICATE THIS POST TO PRINCESS CHEW WOR!
heheeeee!
aiyo today so sian..my phone spoil!!! can msg cant receive =[

2009-02-01T21:09:00.002+08:00

im bored.
today woke up very lateeeeeeeee sia
i wake up and see the clock and i was like 'huhhh~?'
11am sia..
den i found out i left it in offline and silent mode and under my body..hahaa!
hais.
went to pei TIM go buy PSP den walk walk.
den saw some NCO ppl but i forgotten their name but they know me...maybe cos i too tall le? O.o
after that went home lo..
so boredd..no one pei wor =[

2009-01-31T22:54:00.002+08:00

im really confused...everything's going wrong this year..
i dunno what to do now..
whats with ppl?
i dun understand..this is all messed up..

u know, i've said this to many ppl already.
I KNOW EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENED. I KNOW HOW PPL FEEL BOUT EACH OTHER.
I KNOW SECRETS EVEN NO ONE TELL ME. I KNOW WHAT U ALL ARE SAYING.
I JUST DUN WANT TO SAY ONLY. I JUST WANT TO WAAIT FOR IT TO HAPPEN TO ME.

but hey, this post aint shooting anyone.
im telling u. i know what u all say. i play games and i know what u all say like how bad i play.
i go out with certian people everytime and i know. i know what u all say behind my back.
im not angry. im just waiting for u guys to say it to my face.

u all know me. i dun get angry easily. i take many fked-up critisicm and comments.
everyone says how lousy a gamer i am, how lousy a altheletic i am, how lousy a friend i am.
just say it . SAY IT TO MY FACE WHY DUN YOU?

even though i have friends, they still hide many things from me even though i shared with them my life stories..

im waiting..im waiting for the day. the day wher u will finally tell me what u think about me.
ppl say im a disorganised person, say i dun prioritise.
i live this way. u know me. i do things the way im comforatable with.

u wanna comment me just say. i aint gonna punch u in the face.
i just wanna know so i can change.

im feeling very sad and disappointed that u guys are still hiding from me.

2009-01-27T18:23:00.002+08:00

today is a very lousy day..haiz
woke up with sore eyes!.. my eye like goldfish lo.. O.O
den after that went to eat one or two biscuits and..CRAP. HEAVY COUGH.
so pain sia..
and to add on, now my throat lik got one lump of thing in it lo..eeee.. =[[

cant go HENGQUAN HOUSE..OHYA! HAPPY B'DAE HENGQUAN!! GO 16! =]
CANT PEI CHEWSEEYU GO OUT =[
haiyoo... sad sad CNY =[

2009-01-26T22:43:00.003+08:00

GONG XI Fa cai!!

hahaa! today was kinda bored cos pigletCHEW cant pei me =[
hahaaaaaaaa, anw, went to a couple of relative's house =]
im a uncle!
saw my cute niece just now! she very pretty wor! 1year old only!
went to many houses and den went to my 3rd aunt's house.
den blah blah blah went to my youngest aunt's house!

the dog very clever wor! his name's xiaobai!
he know how to play dead,sit, gong xi gong xi wor!
hahaaa!

eeeyer..this year i got lesser angbao den my bro again..hahaa.last year also lo. =[
post until here liao =]

2009-01-25T10:24:00.002+08:00

DEDICATED TO, OBVIOUSLY PIGLET CHEWSEEYU!
HAHAAA!
TMR U LEAVING FOR MALAYSIA LE!
MUST TAKE CARE OF URSELF OK? DUN FALL SICK!
YOU'RE LOVED!

thankssss sean for lending me ur phone! =]

2009-01-24T22:38:00.001+08:00

DEDICATED TO UBER SWEET PIGLET
CHEWSEEYU! =D
ARE YOU OK? HOPE YOU ARE =(
RECOVER SOON OK GAL?

2009-01-24T20:37:00.002+08:00

23rd january '09

crappy day in school...went for band den rush home get changed.MICHELLE gave me a fortune cookie! =]
'BE PRUDENT AND PLAN THE PATH AHEAD'
hahaaa..kinda chim ._.
went to LAU PA SAT to LAU YU SHENG with cg.
LEECHYE and MEIHUA tag along too =)
after that went to CENTURYSQUARE watch movie.
watched THE WEDDING GAME. midnite show wor..
the movie so boring lo..to the fact that LEECHYE SLEPT THRU IT HALFWAY =x
after that LEECHYE flagged a cab and we went home.
THANKS LC FOR THE TREATS! =)

24th january '09

went shopping with ADRIEL, HUAYU, DESKER, SEAN, TIM.
went to QUEENSWAY shop lo..hahaa..bought a jeans ther.
went to pennisula aft that. buy my clothes and restring SEAN's guitar.
hmm..went home update psp..
IT UPDATED SUCCESSFULLY!
but...CANNT PLAY GAMES??????????????
dam idiot sia...why everytime i do this i so unlucky one?
ass la...i like some kind of jinx sia.
tmr REUNION dinner wor...dun even know if got anot...
haiz

2009-01-22T21:22:00.002+08:00

went to school den band and got a sliptting headache..its like a hammer hitting my head several times on both sides..wanted to go home and rest but nvr expected that another event happened.
parents quarrel again..
FOR CRYING OUT LOUD! its freaking new year in a few more days?
WHATS THE IDEA? CANT EVEN LET ME HAVE PEACE ISIT?
U WANT ME TO FLUNK OLVL DEN SAY LA..DEN I CANT BE UR FULL-FLEDGED WORTHLESS SON.
U CLAIM THAT I NEVER HELP YOU AGAINST HIM, NVR SEE ISIT?
WHOS THE ONE WHO ALWAYS HAVE TO BE THICKSKIN TO ASK FOR MORE MONEY JUST TO GIVE YOU? YOU TELL ME! I REALLY CANT TAKE THIS ANYMORE SIAA.
I WANT TO LEAVE HOUSE. YOU DUN NEED MOVE OUT. I LEAVE CAN ANOT?
i come home den you start scolding. blame me..yea. MY FAULT.
IF IT WSNT FOR ME, MAYBE OUR FAMILY WILL STILL BE PEACEFUL RIGGHT?
DEN WHY BORN ME?
im seriously losing it now..

i thought SUPER TEEN helped me see a btr side of you guys..guess ther's no change.
you guys act as the good guys in front of my frens while i be the bad guy telling them bout you guys..always beed like this right?
NO REUNION DINNER LA! BIG DEAL! WHO WANNA EAT AND YOU GUYS' FACE?
see you all eat like participating in the battlefield.

new year's coming..everyone will be at home having their reunion dinner while this particular boy sits at home and wonders if he get to have one this year.
he longed for a reunion dinner with laughter and at the most, a dinner with his parents for once in two years.
he looked around the coffeeshop and sees people enjoying and often talks to himself if its fair.
families are happy while he looks out at the window and get lectured at the same time.
and this boy just sat down, wanting for a warm family for once.

2009-01-21T19:13:00.002+08:00

this post is obviously dedicated to CHEWSEEYU!! =]
HEHEEEEEEE =]
she's a cute adorable sweet piglet who aspires to be a pianist wor! hahaa!
she is soooo good in music and very caring toooooo =DD

hahaaaaaaa! tmr dun miss me ah!! =] YOU ARE LOVED! =D

today school as per normal but this time, onli the sec4E are in school! hahaaa! all the rest go outing wor!
NISHA'S MUM'S COOKIES IS SOOOOOOOOOOO NICE!!! I WANNNNN!! =DDD
hhahaaaa
i start olvl art le wor! but the drwing suks cos i FORGET HOW TO DRAW!! ='[[[[[[[[[[[[[
haiz..sad liaoooooooo =[
finished homwwork le =]

2009-01-19T20:29:00.004+08:00

hahaa! was doing my humanity homework and was tempted to post!!
hahaaaaa!
today woke up early wor! hahaa! nvr bring my phone and woke up at 5.40am!
rushed out and waited at bus stop for CHEWSEEYU! =]
she dam cute i tell you! actually supposed to meet at 615am so can go school hear her lovely piano piece den she forget set alarm and woke up late! hahaaa!
but in the end got hear her play lo =D
SO NICE! LOVE THE SONG^^
nth much in school today.. ohya!
study time CHERYL so random lo!
suddenly say KQA ZHUA[cocroach in hokkiien!]
den we keep saying and sayin...haa!
MR AMINUR so funny also! he draw very funny sia.. keep making us laugh!
went to band after that and did rehearsal for CNY.
speechless sia...haiz..why no half-day???
nvm la...unlucky lo..
went MC after that..and went home =]
feeling sick..AGAIN!!!!wth.. dun feel so good =[
TANXINYING!!! I FORGOTTEN I LEFT MY HISTORY TB WITH YOU!! AAAAHHH!
HAHAAA!

DEDICATED TO:
CHEWSEEYU!
DUN SO SAD! =] CHEER UP OK?
HEHEEE! U'RE FOEVER THE LOVELY AND ADORABLE PIGLET! =D
YOU'RE LOVED! =]

2009-01-18T20:36:00.001+08:00

i dunno wht to blog today..haha!
ohya! after svc, KING,HUAYU and ADRIEL came over for amaths study group!
haha! i got my new table wor!
got alot of pics but got prob uploading..haha!
hope tmr amaths test pass =]
i believe i believe i believe!